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I’ve slowly realized that over the last year and a half my depression has gotten so bad. Pretty much since my mom was diagnosed with cancer I have been a shell. I no longer have any energy for the things I love and even when I try to muster up the energy I just….don’t care. I don’t care about anything anymore. Nothing makes me excited, life just feels so dull. I watch parks and rec a lot because it makes me feel good and I can mentally check out but then I realized that if I’m not working (which is something I do because I can not survive without income) I’m just watching parks and rec, mentally checking out. Everything in my life feels like a chore and almost every single day I’m nearly praying a bus will hit me and just end it. All of my life’s burdens just weigh so heavily and I really just want it all to end.
Anyway, my sister recommended asking my doctor about Zoloft, especially since I’ve been seeing a therapist lately. I know Zoloft is pretty popular and I’d probably just do a low dose for a few years, hopefully not forever although if that’s what I need then that’s what I need. Does anyone want to share their experience with Zoloft and dealing with really bad depression? I’ve been depressed a long time but usually I can do little things like therapy and exercising and bring myself out of it but it really just feels hopeless right now.
I wore this really cute a line skirt that ended just above my knees (so not super short) and we went to the graduation party of my boyfriend’s ex’s little sister. For some backstory, my boyfriend’s best friend is the brother of his ex. So he’s close with the family, it’s not a big deal. But we were standing outside by the pool and this woman comes up to me and tells me my purse is pulling up the back of my skirt and I go to check and my whole god damn right butt cheek was out there!!!! I don’t know how long my butt was out but it was probably a good few minutes so that was cool!
be christ-like this christmas. gather a crowd and inspire them to anarchism. beat a politician with a whip. help out your local sex workers. preach equality.
